我们都是同路人之——僧众篇（7）[悟明法师]
<p class="z" style="TEXT-JUSTIFY: inter-ideograph; MARGIN: 5pt 28pt 12pt 0cm; TEXT-INDENT: 140pt; TEXT-ALIGN: justify; mso-char-indent-count: 10.0;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;"><font face="宋体" color="#544636">我的出家因缘</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 168pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-char-indent-count: 12.0; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">悟明</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><br/> <span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">对于并没有经历过太多世间苦恼的我来说，我体会不到久旱逢甘露般遇到佛法的喜悦。不过，从小能在父母的熏习下接触佛法，也一定是累世在佛门中结下了深厚的因缘而成。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">如今，面对</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">“</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">学佛因缘</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">”</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">这一标题，脑海中的相关链接一一被调动出库，逐渐形成一幅</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">“</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">因缘系列图</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">”……<p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">时间可追溯到记不清是小时候几岁时，老家有一座女众寺院。由于小镇不大，师父和居士们彼此都很熟悉。家母领我到寺院，一位师父逗我说：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">“</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">长大以后出家吧！</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">”</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">从小性格内向的我默默点了点头，并不吱声。身旁的大人们却笑眯了眼睛。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">年龄稍大时，一次去城里的公园游玩。在一个弹玻璃球赠送小奖品的小摊边，当我第四次弹到念佛珠时，家母更加肯定我和佛门不解的因缘。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">临近小学毕业时，当我再一次因为作业太多写不完而苦恼得掉眼泪时，家母铿锵有力地声音及时帮我确定了这一生中重要的方向</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">——</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">出家。家母用浅显易懂而又深入人心的话向我详细讲述了呆在世间的种种苦处和烦恼以及出家的积极意义。听完后，我当即拍板同意出家。我们甚至掐着手指头计算等到我高中毕业、文化程度可以看懂佛经中的生字词时，正好也是</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">18</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">周岁时出家。虽然这么些年后，我总怀疑是</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">“</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">出家以后不用再写那么多的作业</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">”</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">这句话起了决定性的作用，但不管怎样，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">“</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">离苦得乐</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">”</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">、</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">“</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">弘法利生</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">”</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">、</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">“</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">荷担如来家业</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">”</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">这些词语在我懵懵懂懂的脑海中深深地扎下了根。从此以后，我每年都会在心里偷偷地计算，还有几年就可以出家。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">种因一定会结果，是因缘一定跑不掉。尽管在以后长达</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">7</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">年的学生生涯中，反反复复地挣扎徘徊于五欲六尘中，尽管中途我几次想</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">“</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">半路出家</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">”</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">都被违缘所挡，尽管也曾在出家与否的矛盾中辗转反侧，但当时间老人踏着</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">2005</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">年初夏的浪花迎面而来时，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">7</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">年前的许诺终于成了现实。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>7</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">年，长得可以让当年无知的孩童成长为一个有文化思想的青少年，却又短得弹指即过、转瞬而成，当年的种子已开花结果。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">如今，我已是佛门中的一名出家人，每天身着灰色大褂，捧着经书，穿梭于殿宇楼阁中，去探索人生宇宙的真理，在一丝一毫中，去细细品位佛法的妙用，在一举一动中，向世人展示解脱的洒脱</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">……<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">我经常说，今生能碰到佛法，能剃发出家的人，一定是生生世世和释迦牟尼佛有着深厚地因缘，愿我能在修行路上，追随佛陀自利利他的菩提脚印，真实地利益到有缘的众生。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;"><a href="http://www.lixiaomeng.com/user1/5798/archives/2006/16222.htm"><font face="Times New Roman">http://www.lixiaomeng.com/user1/5798/archives/2006/16222.htm</font></a><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 105pt; mso-char-indent-count: 7.5;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;"><p><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></p></span></p><p><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></p><p></p>
