福来 2007-9-26 15:13
我们都是同路人之——僧众篇(18)[妙智法师]
<p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 126pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; mso-char-indent-count: 9.0; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;"><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">我的出家因缘</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;"><p></p></span></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 161pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; mso-char-indent-count: 11.5; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;"><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">妙智</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;"><br/><span class="oblogtext"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">我七二年出生在重庆一乡下乡村里,家中四姊妹,我是最小的。在家里也倍受到父母的关爱。</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;"><br/><span class="oblogtext"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">上小学时看到一男子死于非命</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">.</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">年青青的自杀身亡,使我开始对人生产生了怀疑,人生究竞是怎么回事</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">?</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">生从何来</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">?</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">死从何去</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">?</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;"><br/><span class="oblogtext"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">过了不久,通往学校的公路改修,挖出许多死人白骨,还挖出一些金银珠宝,经过了许许多多年,人死了只留只下白骨一堆</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">.</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">金银珠宝也带不去,真是没意思。</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;"><br/><span class="oblogtext"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">十一、二岁的时候,我母亲遇到了一些学佛的善知识,带回一些佛学书籍,我开始看佛书,第一本是〈觉海慈航〉,第二本是《释迦牟尼佛转记》,看完这两本书,我己决志学习佛陀,修习佛法。</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;"><br/><span class="oblogtext"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">八六年和母亲等人来到寺院,要求出家,因年岁太小,未能如愿,皈依了一位师父,<personname wst="on" productid="成为小"></personname>成为小<personname></personname>居士,回家又接着回校念书。</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;"><br/><span class="oblogtext"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">一九八九年随母亲又来到了寺院</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">.</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">在寺院培福修福两年多,又归依了两位大德师父,一位是修密的师父,他曾经在藏地住过数十年</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">.</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">他是一位很有修行的法师,一位是从九华山来的年高七十的老师父</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">.</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">他武功了得,轻功也非常,有人曾看到他飞上房顶,他是一位很慈祥很慈悲的师父,从两位师父的身教和言教上都使我学到了不少东西。</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;"><br/><span class="oblogtext"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">一九九一年我出家了,接着读了三佛学院,佛学院毕业后一九九六年回寺院,在寺觉得很是无味,由于佛学院学东西太多,太杂,回寺后无从下手,不知修学何法,心灵得不到安祥。</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;"><br/><span class="oblogtext"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">二</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">000</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">年在无意中看到洛阳佛教杂志上,乐至报国寺净宗弘法培训班招生启事,是从新加坡净空法师那里,学成归来的法师教学,我非常高兴,净空老法师是我敬仰的大德,很想依止老法师修学。可是太远了,条件不具足,在他老人家的学生身边修学也是很好的,我决意去修学,去时遇到了很多违缘,我还是坚强的去了。</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;"><br/><span class="oblogtext"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">在学习期间,深感西方极乐世界的庄严,念佛求生的重要,一门深入长时薰修的重要,正如老法师说的:一门专修心也清净了,智慧也开了,真觉身心快乐无比,深深感恩净空老法师,感恩乐至报国寺的每位法师,南无阿弥陀佛!</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;"><br/><span class="oblogtext"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">四十多天转眼即过,回寺后深觉法喜,发心随缘弘法,专心念佛,几年后来到小寺,小寺游人少,清静自在。</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;"><p></p></span></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;"><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;"> </span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">感恩三宝</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">.</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">感恩佛陀</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">.</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">南无阿弥陀佛</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">.</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">南无阿弥陀佛</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">.</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">南无阿弥陀佛</span></span><span class="oblogtext"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">.</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #660066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #660066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; 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